You’re familiar with my weakness
Devoted to the end
Redeemer, Savior, Friend
Devoted to the end
Redeemer, Savior, Friend
I hate that I am transparent. That I cannot successfully veil grief nor distress. That my silence and hollow laughter invite probing questions from well-meaning friends. That the face I see in the mirror looks back at me with questions that I can’t answer. I hate that I am vulnerable and needy.
And I hate that I hate being this way. Which is good.
sillyserious soliloquies 
ok nga yung ganun eh, atleast, kahit pano, people who care about you can help you and pray for you.
there was a time na ayokong may makabasa sa kin for lots of reasons, pero narealize ko, maraming advantages ang nababasa ka… 😉
oks lang yan bro. basta pag di na kayang itago, im here to listen. kahit wala meng ibigay na advice coz I believed that u already knw the answers to ur questions. Makikinig lang me bro..Kelan uli ang bonding? (hehehe…adik!)
me mga times na akala ko pang-oscar’s best actress na ‘ko, being able to put a mask to hide what’s really within. lo and behold, di pala ako tumpak. hehe..
next time kuya, hahayaan ko na lumampas yung tren, pramis. dito lang kami 🙂
Aleks, I sometimes–no, oftentimes–hate being vulnerable too so I guess I could relate with you.
If there’s anything I could do to help, I’ll do it. 🙂 But then again, there are places in our souls that only God could reach. If the journey is inward, all we outsiders could offer is prayer. So I pray. 🙂 Hang in there.
hey ol! lest u think im depressed or something, di naman 😉 just melancholic and pensive… and writing “outloud”.
God is a patient surgeon of the heart, and, slowly, i am learning to be a cooperative patient.
Grabe, thanks for blessing me with your pwenships 🙂 means a lot. *sniff* now is a good time to pass the tissue… 😉